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(Was in a ten-year relationship, and now--not.)
(I can't believe I have to actually write this: If you believe your "best foot forward" is not a picture of you nicely clothed, but a picture of what is in your pants, I'm going to save you a lot of time and ask you not to read my profile, and to please move on. We're not on the same page.)
Nora is looking for her clever, sophisticated, charming, elegant, handsome, evil Nick.--
Is looking for evil wrapped in elegance. Someone who can sit across a dinner table from me, talking over candlelight and wine. His pleasure: To discuss the problems with the designated hitter rule, or whether or the mess in Syria, Venezuela, or Washington. And then look at me--a look that unmistakeningly says, "After dinner--you're nothing more than what I deem you to be. I'm going to use you, abuse you, not care, and then put you away for the evening." And i understand that look and what it means, because we took the time to get to know each other long before anything happened.
And in the morning, He nudges me with His foot as i'm lying next to His bed on the floor, (as that's where i was ordered to sleep), and says something such as, "Edit this for me-I need your notes. I'm on deadline." i am, however, already awake, because i've made His coffee, and was simply awaiting His wants, needs or desires for the day.
i am a service slave, 25 years trained. My training is "geisha-like." Hence, service can be anything from cooking a gourmet meal, playing the piano, helping my Owner with His work, discussing the latest baseball standings, etc. to extreme torment. Whatever the Owner desires, as my happiness derives from His pleasure.
If You're looking for a girl to degrade and humiliate, that's not i. As i exist for the pleasure of my Owner, those two emotions are rarely possible. In other words, to feel degraded or humiliated means i would have to find the "something wanted" beneath me to do. First, how can anything be beneath a slave? Second, how can doing something be beneath someone if it brings her Owner happiness?
my slavery is not something i turn on and off--it is as an inherent part of me as any other facet of my life. So please, and i don't mean this in a shallow or catty way, if You really are only looking for sex, or if You view what You do as fulfilling a kink or a fantasy (whether Yours or mine), and You consider what You do as "scening," or "playing," or You're looking to "just have fun"--then another girl would be better for You.
You are a witty, educated, professional, well traveled, well read, handsome-ish, charming, elegant, classy, athletic, experienced, clever, creative emotional and physical sadist,* who enjoys fine dining, good humor, museums, movies, sports, browsing through a Barnes n' Noble---all things interesting and engaging that proceed an evening of my torment and suffering for Your amusement, should that be what You desire.
You must be in generally good physical shape, or truly committed to getting there, and have a wide range of intellectual, artistic and athletic interests. i serve best those who are quite busy and varied.
Married Owners are fine as long as You really have time to be responsible for a slave. Also, originally, i was not interested in someone not in the Los Angeles area, but if Your business brings You out here frequently, the situation may still succeed.
Finally, we have to know we can be friends before we know anything else. A relationship of this sort has to work on all the same levels any relationship works on.
(Since this keeps coming up---i am near Los Angeles--i can occasionally travel--i cannot relocate.)
Footnotes:
\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\*When i say skilled in emotional and psychological torment i'm not referring to being made scared--as i trust my Owner with my life, it's a little ridiculous for me to believe He'd actually do something dire. i'm referring to a rather rare ability to manipulate my head in order to extract deep, heartfelt suffering--because You require it, it's part of what amuses You, and You know how to get it. It's very difficult to do. It can be both verbal and/or physical, (and i'm not talking name calling--that has no effect on me--an Owner can call me what He likes) and, like the Supreme Court's definition of pornography,--i know when someone has this ability when i see it.
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My Ideal Person:
See my profile, please.
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